October 14th, 2002
"I Think I Made You Up Inside My Head"

Mad Girl's Love Song --  by Sylvia Plath

"I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
And arbitrary blackness gallops in:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:
Exit seraphim and Satan's men:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I fancied you'd return the way you said,
But I grow old and I forget your name.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

I should have loved a thunderbird instead;
At least when spring comes they roar back again.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)"

I am extremely sorry for not finishing the bubble fic and Jealousie as I had promised to. In the summer I was busy moving and now I am confronted with a crazy schedule. The best thing I am hoping for is to connect the chunks of bubble fic during the coming 2-weeks Xmas holiday. (marita & nutmeg : stop poking me with the magical stick!)

Also, expecting a renovation of the site in year 2003. I am planning to divide the site into two major theme-orientated sections, namely TXF and CSI. The rest parts, particularly Resonance, Believe, and Precious will remain stand-alone. With renovation comes with graphics. Here are two preview lay-outs for TXF and CSI. The buttons and rollovers are not working at this moment and I will fix them during my free time. PLEASE R&R! 

The "Believe" page is updated with exciting quotes from EOlivet's latest parody, and a profound/sad quote from "Dawson's Creek". Ever been a road kill of other people's highway? I was that blind squirrel voluntarily jumped on the highway.

"Crystallized" added CSI-Once More, With Feelings, a Buffy/CSI parody. Enjoy.

"Illusions" - two fan arts were added. Love U2.

To be honest, CSI-Miami isn't that great as people may have expected; however, the original recipe of CSI had a Pilot that sucked too. The whole frenzy of Jerry Bukerhemier Kingdom this year is just another example of Evil Network exec's squeezing and exploiting TV brains. When they/audience got tired of it, they will just toss them off like garbage. I always thought it was stupid to clone a show, but evidently they did. 

William Petersen's quote on "CSI:Miami (aka NYPDCSI)" and "Without A Trace": 

 "It's another 'CSI' show," Petersen said. "I can hardly even talk to those guys. I mean, what are we, McDonald's?"

Contrary to NYPDCSI, Without A Trace had a low tone that is similar to the cold texture of Law & Order or NYPD. "Without" does not have the chic camera angles and special effects like CSI; rather it focuses more on story telling than the Miami branch, and it also has a strong cast. I think "Without" will have a stronger potential than CSI Miami, despite of their premier rating differences.

Coldplay's "The Scientist". I wept so badly with this song... :sob:... this reminded me of my tragic love story (what? did that ever happen??? ) Of course this could be a case of PMS. *lol* click here to the resonance page. also updated: Avril Lavigne lyrics.

Come up to meet you, tell you I’m sorry,
You don’t know how lovely you are.
I had to find you, tell you I need you,
Tell you I set you apart.

Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions,
Oh, lets go back to the start.
Running in circles, coming in tales,
Heads are a science apart.

Nobody said it was easy,
It's such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No-one ever said it would be this hard,
Oh take me back to the start.

I was just guessing at numbers and figures,
Pulling your puzzles apart.
Questions of science, science and progress,
Do not speak as loud as my heart.

And tell me you love me, come back and haunt me,
Oh and I rush to the start.
Running in circles, chasing tails,
And coming back as we are.

Nobody said it was easy,
oh its such a shame for us to part.
Nobody said it was easy,
No-one ever said it would be so hard.

I'm going back to the start.

Congratulation to Kelly Clarkson, the winner of 2002 American Idol. She has an amazing voice that can make human beings weep and a charisma that is so charming. Kelly, Kelly, Kelly... I am speechless. (and we all cried with her in "A Moment Like This".)

New song added  - "Latter Days" by Over The Rhine. It was used in Mysterious Ways, episode "The Greater Good". I love the music so much.. the vocal is amazingly beautiful and the melody is so moving. So go download or buy their music. Run. don't walk!

CSI Soundtrack COMING SOON!

And guess what track is included? Of course "The Who" is in, but i mean the other ones... "Prishead"? Of course, the band totally rocks, but i mean another song... 
UNBOUND by Robbie Robertson! YES! THEY PUT GEEKLOVE SONG IN IT!  As a Sara-Grissom shipper, I suddenly feeling high up in the mainstream. :sub: Thanks for the folks at Under The Bridge for the head-up.

"American Idol" shout-out!

 Kelly, Kelly, Kelly! Kelly Clarkson must win, or I may cause a riot in The Pit pub next Tuesday (since my TV won't get hooked up in my new place yet). 

Justin "Sideshow Bob" Guarini --- Well, he didn't melt me like a puddle like he did to Paula, but indeed, he is much more charming than Justin Timberlake or any other teen-age icons in the industry at the moment, except for Jimmy Fallon, IMHO. Okay, I watch Fallon's "Weekend Update" segment in SNL religiously every Saturday night, so what?

Less than a month to the Premier of CSI, season 3, "The Accused is Entitled." read spoilers over at Dev's site: www.grissomandsara.com

My oh my what a wonderful week! I've found a new place to live and I am moving in in a week. Talkin' about high speed internet access, baby!

Bridge Fest has new installment this week --- Dave Matthews Band! We have Crush and Where Are You Going for this week. 

30-ish Days Till CSI S3 Premier

 There is really nothing new, unfortunately/ fortunately. 
I've finished summer school and I am taking time to relax, looking for a new place to live, and... hanging out. 

Updates in the journal (well, if you ever care...). Garbage songs in the music section; slight updates here'n'there... yeah. 

Trying to write fanfic but is not in the mindset now. Jealousie made me live in pain (why did i make it so painful in the first place?), and the BubbleFic is a bunch of chunks.  

Oh, BTW ... NEW BANNER! yeah! 

The smaller one and ... 

the big one ! hehe!

I am a sucker for butterflies. ;) 

counting down: 49 days to CSI S3 premier!

BUT THERE IS STILL ONE THING.. 

very geeklove-ish. I found a tiny note i left for myself a long time ago. 
It's Pablo Neruda's love sonnet. I can't find the translator so whatever. 

Pablo Neruda   SONNET XXV

Before I loved you, love, nothing was my own
I wavered through the streets, among the objects
nothing matters or had a name
The world was made of air, which waited

I knew room full of ashes
tunnels where the moon lived
rough warehouses that growled get lost,
questions that insisted in the sand.

Everything was empty, dead, mute, 
fallen, abandoned, and decayed:
inconceivable alien, it all

belonged to someone else -- to no one:
till your beauty and your poverty
filled the autumn plentiful with gifts.

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